Ben Murdoch-Smith ([info]nebhead) wrote,
  • Mood: blah

Hrm

So, today has been both good and bad. Mainly good though, which is, well, good.

I went to Six Flags Magic Mountain, and uber-cool themepark full of roller-coasters. Absolutely fantastic fun, and all of the rides I went on had me slightly worried at one point or another. Was great. Favourite was Goliath followed be Colossus, methinks.

This was followed by returning back to the house for burgers, beer, and relaxing in the pool. Followed by general messing around in the pool, which coupled with the alcohol, was most amusing.

So yeah, a pretty good day. Except for the fact that it was a year ago that it was the 6-month mark with Kim. And I was in America with pretty much the same people, looking out all the time for cool stuff to get her. And as I was walking around today, I kept on seeing stuff, and kept on thinking "Oooh, Kim would really like that, I should get it" for a split second before remembering that we're not together any more. Not just the once, either, I kept on doing, which kinda put a damper on my day. We've been apart for 4 months now, and she's with another guy, but still.... it's just really annoying that I still can't seem to convince myself of the reality of that fact. I keep on reminding myself of the past, and even though the fact itself doesn't really get to me any more (Ok, so I still get sad sometimes, but not every time), I just wish I'd stop thinking about it all the time.

So yes. Vegas tomorrow. I shall get drunk and married, possibly in that order.

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[info]kepplar

August 17 2005, 02:25:50 UTC 6 years ago

Get it written on your forehead too =)

[info]ingridgirl

August 17 2005, 04:17:21 UTC 6 years ago

Yeah i keep seeing things and thinking 'oh anthony would like/appreciate that' and that was nearly 2 years ago now. :S *hugs* its a pain.

[info]mikerosofty

August 17 2005, 11:13:56 UTC 6 years ago

Whenever I see a bee i always think "my ex would like that" am glad jen dosnt like them though they scare me....

Was too big for colossus at Thorpe Park. My sholders where too high :(

Glad your mainly having a good time. *Hugs*

[info]slaveofnebhead

August 17 2005, 19:24:49 UTC 6 years ago

I went on Colossus backwards! Way fun. But Goliath's mah favourite. :D
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